Viva la vida!

i'm entering this new stage of my life and it can only be accompanied by great music...
i choose this song to be my hymn...
it is supposed to be a song that sings about a fallen king, so a sad song in theory, but to me it gives me strength. it makes me smile proudly of myself when no one is looking and makes me step confidently on new ground... it makes me run towards the new found land ... i feel like a king on the rise... and this is actually the feeling that the song gives... it's right there in the title:
Long live life!!!

as i was saying

what you do in this life, does matter! this is a sentence that has been following me for a long time and always when i heard it it made my guts move around inside of me... and that is because i knew somewhere deep inside that this sentence holds some truth with it and i also knew that i am not treating this life as i should... i was treating it as if we're nothing but a quasar in the infinity of the universe and we don't matter so what's the point of really trying to make the best out of this life...

right now in front of you, in front of the whole internet i declare NO MORE!... i have changed in the past month like i haven't changed in 26 years of life and it's in the best way possible and i have a most special person to thank for this... i won't say any names, because names wouldn't do justice...

therefore i have even changed the title of my blog and i am no longer imaginary... i now feel i exist and i feel that with this change i will be better in everything i do... but i will let you be the judge of that... for now i won't post any new photos because i am too busy absorbing life with the underestimated duo of eyes and brain, which is far better than any camera!

4 months, 3 weddings and 2 smoking barrels

oh dear goood... when will this end? when will we see a good romanian movie? when will we see a pure romanian movie, untouched by the "horrors" of what it means being romanian?
i have not seen this movie of this mungiu... ah and i have never seen occident for that matter either, and i am so happy. i am so happy and proud, proud and happy that i have not seen the master piece of this sad sad man.
You will say to yourself that i am an idiot crticizing this movie without ever bothering to see it. that may be, but i don't give a rat's ass... i think i know what it's about... oh don't tell me... it's about the revolution!?... is it about some mishap during the revolution? nooo.. could this be true? could this be so original?
this movie is the "dansez pentru tine" of the movies. what this guy did with the movie is what our "brilliant" show directors did with "dansez pt tine"... in england it's called "strictly come dancing" or smth... but nooo.. we had to make it better.. we had to throw in a bunch of sick and unhappy people.. we had to make hungry man fight for their food... that's the same what we're doing with movies.. since our directors are a bunch of untalented mfs, since they're all the sons of somebody they are unable to create a beautiful movie, or an interesting one for that matter.. so they're just using the revolution and romania in general to win awards.. that's all there is to it... these movies are made especially to win awards... well excuse me if i don't give a fuck about that and excuse me if i don't want romania to enter that category of countries... i really hope that this one doesn't win the oscar, because it would mean to defeat the queen or the last king of scotland... brilliant movies... and it would be a succes of the low quality people against the tasteful people.
this is the kind of movie that should win cannes.. which it did.. and i am fine with it, since cannes is nothing but an integral polical bullshit... how can you go from awarding pulp fiction to awarding bowling for columbine ?... i know.. because u're french :)
anyway.. bottom line is ... don't go see this movie, you will only encourage the making of worse movies... i want to see project w!!!.. do any of you remember that movie? that movie never got made because of fuck ups like mungiu and porumboiu and radu munteanu. Thank you guys, thank you a lot!

self-help from someone else

It's true! i know u can't believe it, but it's true. i can improve myself. i don't mean that i actually can, but there is room for improvement. and it's possible that the only way to do it is to compromise and express my feelings in the raw shape in which they're born in my mind. in my mind... in my mind.... and i say "compromise" because my raw thoughts would hurt a lot of people... they would make some people cry, they would make some of them laugh, and some of them go "hmm"... especially john tickle.... but it would certainly make some of them beat the shit out of me and we wouldn't want to ruin me pretty face now, would we?

so what should i do? should i say or should I draw?... should i jpeg or should i raw?...

this article is based on andrei (not me), a guy, a true story, a stig, an esteemed collegue of a true artist.. and this guy, story, stig says... u could be better: don't use the english in your stories, just spice them up with it....

mmm... considering this as the first step in improving myself i would have to say no... i love writting in english, because
a: i am no patapievici with romanian words
b: if u're no patapievici with words, my writting in romanian would sound like rudarel singing led zeppelin...

deci, in concluzie, i prefer writting in english and spice it up with romanian and i prefer to stay at this level, sounding like a semidoct... a snob above the average... a noblesse oblige lookalike... a masculine lolita pille...

andrei did give me a push to start improving myself, so the next thing i'm gonna do is beeing more honest to me, to you, to all my closest friends... but not to the world... because as we've learned in a previous post, sharing your feelings with the world is a faux pas... but beeing dead honest in a more restricted environment can be refreshing...

and on this bombshell, it's time to end... (did it make more sense now?)

Rotterdam on a noisy august day

Some would spend hours admiring a rembrandt... others would spend their day laying down on the grass thinking about how blessed they are that they're hippies... me... just show me a beautiful bridge and i'm a happy happy man!

" I stole Rossi's bike and he can't catch me hehe... they sent him directly to jail, do not pass go, do not collect 25 points!"

Nelson Piquet on the Renault F1 car on a roundabout in the center of Rotterdam

Today i write about dolphins

Today i write about these inspiring creatures who actually do make you feel like there's more to them than making kids laugh... they seem to know more than we do, with that smug smile on their faces, don't they?... even though when you look at them and you say they're so friendly they would never harm you, i can never stop thinking that best thieves never look like thieves.
What if some day they will say: "goodbye and thanks for all the fish" :) whilst they launch an attack on people who bathe in the shallow waters, an attack that would make sharks go "daaamn"... that would be too obvious... but what if one day, while doing a double tulup with a screw they will unveal some major secret on us.. like in the end of "the sixth sense" or like in "matrix"...
to be honest... i really think that's possible, i really think that dolphins can one day make all your history, all your knowledge about mathematics and all your accomplishments become absolete...
a dolphin can make stephen hawking pretty effortlessly look like a horseshoe... which is not far
and on that bombshell it's time to end.

The greatest encore that ever lived - part I

I was telling u about the smashing smashing pumpkins.. well here they are for you to half understand how awsome they are.. be patient and listen to the entire three parts.
Here it is - "Gossamer"!